A Mess

I wonder, sometimes, many times, where everything is going. Especially with you.

Those closest to me joke about things that affect me the most, and truth be told I'm perfectly alright with the jibes. Humor and laughter are important parts of my life.

But then there are times where I start to wonder if it's all going to be one big joke and nothing else.

Almost unreal how things have worked out, the way I'm spending my time. How I think only of you.

Never thought it would be this way, but then who can ever predict how anything turns out?

Not me, not now. Sometimes I'm afraid to hope.